THOSE DAYS THAT YOU FEEL LIKE COMPLETE CRAP REALLY SUCK. AND I'M TIRED OF BS AND GETTING LIED TO. AND EVERTHING I SAY GETS TAKEN THE WRONG WAY. SO, I GUESS IT'S TRUE THAT YOU'RE NEVER REALLY HAPPY UNTIL YOU'RE DEAD.
How did it start?
Well, I dont know.
I just feel the craving.
I see the flesh and it smells fresh.
And it's just there for the taking.
These little girls they make me feel so god damn
exhilarated.
I feel them up, I can't give it up.
The pain that I'm just erasing.
I tell my lies and I despise.
Every second I'm with you.
So I run away and you still stay.
So what the fuck is with you.
Your feelings I can't help but rape them.
I'm sorry I don't feel the same.
My heart inside is constantly hating.
I'm sorry I just throw you away.
I don't know why I'm so fucking cold?
I dont know why it hurts me.
All I wanna do is get with you.
And make the pain go away.
Why do I have a conscience?
All it does is fuck with me.
Why do I have this torment?
All I want to do is fuck it away.
I tell my lies and I despise.
Every second I'm with you.
So I run away and you still stay.
So what the fuck is with you.
Your feelings I can't help but rape them.
I'm sorry I don't feel the same.
My heart inside is constantly hating.
I'm sorry I just throw you away.
I just throw you away.
I just throw you away.
I just throw you away.
I just throw you away.
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Everyone is looking at me.
I can't get out of bed.
There is evil in my head.
Everyone just let me be.
Because when I hit the stage.
It is gone and I am free.
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Tell me, how could this fade?
I am going in shame.
And I could not have my pain.
Everyone please let me be.
'Cause we're on stage.
And it's gone and I am free.
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I feel the shame.
I'm not insane.
The things I feel now.
Arent the same.
Who gives a fuck..
If my life sucks?
I just know one day.
I won't give up.
Be there for me.
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I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation.
There's so much shit around me.
Such a lack of compassion.
I thought it would be fun and games.
Instead it's all the same.
I want something to do.
Need to feel the sickness in you.
I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not
again.
Its quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make
me bad.
All I wanna do it look for you.
And when I fix, you needed to.
Just to get some sort of attention, attention.
What does it mean to you?
For me its something I just do.
I want something.
I need to feel the sickness in you.
I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not
again.
Its quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make
me bad.
I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not
again.
Its quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make
me bad.
Just make me bad.
Does it make me bad? ------- Am I going crazy?
Am I going insane and dazed?
Am I too lost to face this?
And what will it cost to escape?
Nothing is right.
I am so scared.
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Let me see (let me see).
How my life has been (taken).
Taken.
This demon (haunts me).
Haunts me.
They're waiting (help me).
Help me.
You fuck me up.
I can't get down.
You pick me up when I am down.
I can not live without them.
I do not live without them.
Hey, daddy (Daddy).
They are taking me (away).
Biting.
Facing him (my soul).
My soul.
They're eating.
Please help me.
You fuck me up.
I can't get down.
You pick me up when I am down.
I can not live without them.
I do not live without them.
They carry this thing inside of me.
Wants to get out.
All it does is scream and shout.
I'm trying not to let them out.
They tell me to hurt myself.
They tell me to hurt myself.
They tell me to hurt myself.
But I'm not going to listen.
You fuck me up.
I can't get down.
You pick me up when I am down.
I can not live without them.
I do not live without them.
You fuck me up.
I can't get down.
You pick me up when I am down.
I can not live without them.
I do not live without them.
Hey, Daddy (waiting).
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I can't stand to let you win.
I'm just watching you.
And I don't know what to do.
Feeling like a fool inside.
Feeling all the hurt you hide.
Thought you were my friend.
Seems it never ends.
I need somebody someone.
Can't somebody help me.
All I need is to be.
Loved just for me.
Giving you this and that.
Giving gave nothing back.
It's all related to.
All the things I do.
Feeling like a fool inside.
Seeing all the things you tried.
I am nothing.
I look I sign.
I need someone.
Inside to help me out.
With what I'm trying.
I'm crying, I'm frying.
In a pile of shit.
I'm dying.
I'm dying.
I'm dying
I need somebody (someone).
Somebody (somebody).
Someone.
I need somebody (someone).
Somebody (somebody).
Someone.
Someone.
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I am going insane.
This shit is all about pain.
I cannot retain as the shit oozes out my brain.
I wish you could be me.
And then as you would see.
How tired I am.
And how she kept the best of me.
At least you couldn't lookin' at me.
While you are ******* me.
You are taking my life.
And sellin it tee hee.
Why should I complain.
At least it helps my pain.
I am very cool now.
And it doesn't blot my fame.
I am going insane.
This shit is all about pain.
I cannot retain as the shit oozes out my brain.
Wish you could be me.
And then as you would see.
How tired I am.
And how you kept the best of me.
At least you couldn't look at me.
While you're ******* me.
At least you couldn't look at me.
While you're ******* me.
You fuckin *****! | 
